Timmy Krush

RUMOR: SHEA MAY BE COMING BACK TO THE SOX!

Who needs Kevin Millar anyway???

I think I'm high from spray paint fumes....it's cool...but really weird.

Anyway, had a meeting in Southington today, which was kinda lame, but whatever, got paid to drive and to sit there and listen, so that was cool. Then just kinda chilled like most nights, not much going on with everyone's work schedules and what not, but good times none the less.

And in 29 days the rents are gone for like over a week! So most likely it will be Timmy K vacation week 1....and people can drive me back and forth between mine and kevin's house, because being drunk for the week sounds like fun. Or suntin like that.

Anyway, not much else new, besides the summer being here and mad cool things to be done!

So, tomorrow is officially my last class ever...unless I failed one of my classes...

I'm not done with all my work, but thats not the point. The point is I don't ever have to sit through a class again. It's gonna be incredible. Then come next Tuesday, when I take my FINAL final....oh man, words can't even describe it.

After Tuesday of this week....I will finally have free days during the week...I can't wait...so book your appointments now...it's weird, I used to love having things planned out in advance, but after the past month or 2(or 3), I think I quit with that. I made Wiffle Ball game plans about 15 minutes before we played Saturday....it worked....

Working 40 hours a week isn't bad, but when your "off" days are booked before they already happen, you get to feel you don't have free time, even though you still have fun time. I guess it's weird to describe.

Anyway, this summer already has the summer ot 2 feeling going for it, so I am amped. I hope it keeps going well, and things really start going my way.l

So, I just got done workin a total or 10.75 hours, on a Sunday. Which works out to some mad bling, that I can blow on lord knows what. Maybe a Red Sox road trip. Possibly seeing 7 straight games....I jsut might.

Anyway, Green Day was incredible as always, it was cool, because being at a concert has been kinda depressing for certain reasons, and when they got rocking, it was easy to get lost in it. They are so fucking good live. I just wish the Foo Fighters would tour sometime. That would be incredible.

I got thinkin at the show, about how much i always have going on lately, and just about stuff, and whether or not I have too much going on for certain things. It's tough, I suppose I have a decision to make about it, but who knows. Its kinda weird that I think about it that way, and I wonder if that means anything. But I don't know anything about this stuff, so whatever I spose. In 2 weeks school will be done, and things should free up. 4 weeks til opening day for Wiffle Ball, thats exciting. Time to defend the WORLD TITLE!

Current Mood: blah

So, first show down.....Fall Out Boy was incredible! And Gym Class Heroes were wicked cool too...best hip-hop band ever! It was a good time, it's too bad Mysi got the migraine and her and Nabil had to leave. Me, Pat, and Hai still had a good time though!

Tomorrow is Green Day at the Mullins, and the morning is gonna be full of figuring out who is going, because now Bill and Lindy can't go, and there's 2 more open tickets, but Bill might've given them away, but we were gonna get an extra ticket for Sara if possible, because Jesse said she wanted to go. So we'll see.

Anyway, it's about time for bed. It's weird how certain things being said to me make me think certain things, and almost get my hopes up. It just sucks when it turns out I was probably totally wrong, and now I am left totally unsure of what I want, and why I would think things. I just wish everything was back to the way it was, but I know that isn't the case. In time I suppose everything will be comfy, but until then, its just really weird a lot of the time. At least the Summer of Awesome is there to make everything better!

Current Mood: uncomfortable

So I dunno....why is everything so confusing? why can't it be straight forward? Everything needs to go back to normal, thats all I have to say.

Apparently my Grandfather went wandering off last nite, and fell at Williams School. Someone found him, and he went to the hospital and has weird stories. I guess he wanders off a lot. He got a ridiculous amount of stitches in his eye. Shit sucks. He's 92, and he's not in good shape anymore. I guess they're gonna try to get the 2 of them into assisted living, and hopefully they can keep him under control. Brutal stuff.

The schedule as of now for the "Summer of Awesome". Pat said it started on April 5th, but I say it starts on the 28th.

April 28: Fall Out Boy
April 30: Green Day
May 4: Alkaline Trio
** just added May 10: A's v. Red Sox **
May 24: Kevin comes home from J-Land
May 29: Opening Day!
June 14: Red Sox v. Reds
June 27: Red Sox v. Indians(CLEVE-LAND!)
July 1: Red Sox v. Blue Jays
July 3: Red Sox v. Blue Jays(part deux (HB!))
** just added July 20: Devil Rays v. Red Sox **
July 26: Rie comes out!
August 1ish: Vaca....more ballparks!

lot of room to pencil in more stuff...I can't wait...hopefully Pat hasn't cursed it too bad yet.

yeah..it's 3 oclock...and i'm not tired yet...i bet if nabil or hai ever see three straight updates they're gonna make fun of me....

i wish i knew why i couldn't sleep all of a sudden.....i want my old life back...i work mad hours, have my 2 off days planned...and now i can't sleep tonite! worst. nite. ever. cept for checking out the legos on ebay....yeah..i'm still a loser...but its okay for me to say that....now if YOU tell me that, i might cry....whoever YOU is

new favorite thing to do at 2:30 in the morning.....

search eBay for the lego pirate ship I had when I was younger....

yeah....this is how exciting my life has become...

this sucks so bad. i can't sleep and i have no idea why. it's like i have too much on my mind and i shouldn't. no weird dreams that make no sense tonight... its 2 in the morning and i'm online talkin to jared when i should be sleeping cuz i have to work at 8:30 in the morning! this blows WICKED BAD! at least i have this wonderful computer to keep me company....

I love writing in here just to write, or bitch, or whatever. I guess thats kinda what livejournal is for, so it must be time to write.

It's not that I have anything to bitch about, as much as like usual, I'm just never sure about anything. There just seems to always be too much going on, and I can't decide what I want or not. But of course, Wiffle Ball should be starting this Saturday, so I can just put all my energy into that I suppose. Kinda sad, but whatever. At least I have something I can be all about, I might obsess a little(or for whoever's reading this and knows me....WAY TOO MUCH), but it's fun so fuck it.

I dunno. 4 more classes for school....EVER! That's exciting. I just wish everything else would be at a point where I was like...yeah, this is what I want. But in the mean time, I can try to fit my fun into my tight ass work 40 random hours a week schedule. They should start making days longer. I think 30 hours in a day would be cooler than 24. Anyway, in June I got mad Sox games to go to, and in April and May I got mad concerts. So it should be fun. Hopefully Pat is right, and this really will be the "summer of awesome".